do you ever feel like dale earnhardt?

i do.
i think i am trying to win a race driving a car that has no steering wheel. it's very exciting... at times. other times you can see i'm flailing my arms in the air and screeming like a teenage girl who just found out rob pattinson is gay. it keeps me young though; the blood flowing through my veins that is (rob pattinson punn intended). i figure it can't be too long before i either win the indy 500 or crash into the wall. one way or the other i will have my ending i guess. what more can i ask for? just to be clear for my many many readers out there, these are not words of depression. in fact i feel quite the opposite of depressed behind the stearing column of this wheeless vehicle. Im just really glad im on the track and not driving miss daisy.